Hello Everyone,

I know it's been forever since I've updated this site.

I have still been more into Myspace then Xanga laitly,

althought Myspace has been driving me crazy with all

the darn problems they've been having.. Ughh!!

Ohh well, not like it's that big a deal...

Anyways, alot has changed in my life that I haven't

update my Xanga friends about.. Alot of you know

from my Myspace site but if you haven't changed over

to Myspace I guess I'll update ya'll now on here..

Well, I'm no longer living in Arizona, I'm also no longer

in a relationship with Nick.. Keira and I moved back to

Minnesota at the end of August.. I also found out when we

got here that I'm prego with mine and Nick's second child.

I had a feeling that I was prego before we left AZ and I

even told Nick that I thought I was, but he still thought

it best that I move out.. So I did..

Soo, I'm 3 months prego right now.. Things have been

very tuff dealing with the whole break-up because I came to

MN with the intention to get a job, save up some money and

move myself and Keira back to AZ, but once I got here things

between Nick and I got really bad. We couldn't talk on the

phone without argueing with eachother and all we did was go

back and forth blamming eachother on why we broke up.

I've finally come to the conclusion that Nick and I just

aren't meant to be together, just because we have kids

together doesn't mean we're supposed to be in a relationship.

Soo I'm moving on in my life and getting things together

so that I can take care of myself and my kids on my own.

I know I can do it, it's just gonna take time for me to

build up the confidence in myself..

I hope everyone else is doing well, I'll try my best to update

this site more and more, even if it's just about something little.

I feel like I've lost alot of really close freinds because I haven't

been around Xanga.. I miss my Xanga friends soo much!!

For now I need to run and get ready to go, my Mom and I

are taking Keira to the Mall to do some Trick or Treating!!

Take care everyone and be safe!!

~Kellie Renee~